Thursday, June 29, 2006

Thank you
Joanne Ma'am for the presents.
Sec threes for the memorable and fun activity today, presents and cake (with outlined emblem. lol. hash?)
Sec twos for the touching video.
All juniors for the unforgettable memories in all these years in rc.
and last but not least
MY SQUADMATES! we had gone through thick and thin together these 3 and 1/2 years. thanks for being there.

we've stepped down.
is tt supposed to be a happy or sad thing?
i dunno.

anyway i can't believe it.
time passed so fast.
A year as NCOs is over.
unbelievable.
i feel really sad la.
footdrill. evacuation. rck. first aid.
there'll be no more of all these)):

sec ones'03
we were blur like sotong la.
and the no. of pple kept decreasing.
rmbed we had to pump for almost every activity.
esp when there's footdrill.
everyone's so scared tt few turned up when there's footdrill. haha.
our legs are always not 90 degrees.
so get to know the term 'kiss the wall'.
GL senior introduced that. haha.
until now, we still dun know what that means. lol.
it just scared us when we were sec ones.
everyone seemed to be so afraid.
and now i dunno why we're so scared.
maybe that bonded us together.

sec twos'04
there were only fourteen of us by then.
no one quitted after that.
learnt many more new stuff.
we still hated footdrill. haha.
it's the most tiring and scary subject. lol.
that's why i dunno why i loved footdrill after that.haha.

sec threes'05
seniors among the cadets then.
and shimin left us to another sch at the end of sec two):
can't remember much.

sec fours'o6
o level year.
there's a change of VI to Joanne Ma'am((:
we got the gold award for both EUA and community service.
yayys(: haha.
i didn't know that it's the first time crescent got gold until today when mrs yip told us.
and a new teacher is joining mrs yip as teacher-in-charge.
urghh.
i think many for us will be slapping ourselves for being sec fours this year and had stepped down. lolx.
shall not explain why. haha.

sigh.
can't remember much now.
got mental blockage la.
all i know is tt i haven't finish my chinese hw.
which we must pass up tmr. haix.

SILLIES
i'll never forget the times we shared together.
all the happy and sad memories.
and what we had gone through together.
we'll always remain squadmates till the day we die (so dramatic. lolx.)
love all of you. muacks((:
anyway gd luck for ur MT o level oral(:

CRESCENT RC rawks our thin socks and we'll get gold for eua and csa every yr(:

madeline; bertha; charlene; weixue; hashviniya; huijuan; shufen; yingyi; maisarah; farrah; masliana; petrina; shimin; kaixian
Saturday, June 24, 2006

just spent over hundred bucks yesterday.
my parent's money of course.
yay got a new pair of shoes shirt and skipping rope.
haha thanks.
called sea cucumber at 11 plus at nite.
thought would only chat for a while.
in the end got a conference.
da jie da zj, da jie hm, er jie sam, ah girl fel, tai tai angela, ah boy sea cucumber, and san jie me(((:
then everyone went off.
left angela sea ccb and me only.
and we talked till 4 plus!!!
gosh, now i still think i'm crazy. haha.
we talk about everything in the entire world lor.
then woke up at 7.10am.
got to learn the mass dance for milk run.
dun even noe what's that lor.
then meet sam they all.
wanted to go macs for breakfast(((:
ended up in 7 eleven eating cup noodles la)):
hahahaaa.
went to zouk's carpark to practice.
and the sun's so scorching hot. tsk.
at least it's not raining.
haha but nvm.
at least saw this really cute guy.
even da jie da agrees.
then got mtg at tbsc frm 3-6.
so tiring.
shit!
and i still have loads of hw not done!!!
just remembered!
whaddahell.
wanted to finish all in the second wk.
but ya.
sighs.
i'm so dead. ok nvm.
oh ya now my demerits's back to ZERO. yayyysss.
so scared i'll do detention la.
but that CHEW WEIXUE auntie shld be more scared la. haha.
no CHEW WX is a babe.
she likes to be called that.
okay i think i'm typing shit la.
this is my longest post ever.
shall go off now(:
Tuesday, June 20, 2006

i'm so fucking irritated.
they're so fucking irritating.

i dunno why.
but when your sad, disappointed.
i feel so elated. i find it amusing.
it's as if i've achieved something.
you turn me into a heartless bitch.
cold heartless bitch.
it's all ur fault.

you kept criticising me
scolding me.
it became part of me.
and i feel nothing now.
i can't even feel sad anymore.
no matter how hard you tried.

i don't know what to do anymore.
hit me more.
scold me more.
it feels so...nice?
i dunno.
i think i'm becoming insane.
when i'm stuck here.

i'm fucking fustrated now.